There are no words left to describe how I feel. You have been unbelievably patient and loving with me. You have been there for me when I needed you and supported me in ways that no one else could. You are truly an amazing person with a compassionate heart. And I am so so thankful to have you in my life. I’m so glad to be able to call you mine.

I love my boyfriend.

I’ve only been 18 for four months now and I thought I’d be more grown up. I may not be as immature as before, but I still do stupid things and act immaturely. At first, I blamed the people around me. But I can’t keep blaming people my whole life. It’s my fault for being immature. It’s me who has full control of what I do and how I act. Not others. I’m easily influenced and I need to change that. I need to start focusing on the important things in life like school, my relationship and rebuilding my friendships that mean the most. I really need to pay attention to the next few years of university because my major/program will soon become my career. And to be honest, skipping classes to hang out with friends was fun at the time, but now, I need to pull my shit together. And lately, I’ve realized how ‘partying’ isn’t my thing anymore. Yeah I’ll go out once in a while or when it’s necessary, but not all the time. I thought about it and I no longer find any excitement in it. Now, I’d rather spend my Friday and Saturday nights with my boyfriend or hanging out with an old or good friend. I prefer it that way. My priorities have changed. So no more useless/unnecessary drama, no more acting immaturely and no more doing stupid things. I’m an adult now and it’s time for me to grow up completely.